Fire was not the only picture that God gave the people to
help them understand how to approach Him, He also used the picture of a cloud. During
the day a cloud engulfed the tabernacle, so that everyone would know that the
movable temple was there, but at the same time not be able to see it with
complete clarity.
Almost every major tragedy in the faith community has begun
with someone feeling that they had finally and completely figured God out. They
understood completely who God was and what He wanted, and felt that God had spoken
the last word they ever needed to hear. The next thing you know armies were
being send to Jerusalem or “witches” were being burned. Nothing is more
terrifying that someone saying that they know with certainty all that God is
and all He wants for the world. That sort of arrogance leads people to stop
listening and stop learning. If God is… well, God, if He set everything we are
and understand into motion at creation, then He is much bigger than we can wrap
our frail minds around. Even if everything I know about God is 100% accurate
(and it isn’t), there are still worlds of things I don’t know about Him, truths
and insights I have yet to scratch the surface of. To put it simply, God is
much bigger than I am.
It would be a mistake, however, to assume that since we can’t
know everything
about God that we can’t know anything about Him. The God we find
in the Bible seeks to make Himself known to His people, and delights in knowing
and being known. Therefore, we must
reject arrogance on one side and apathy on the other. The middle ground (where truth is often found,
but is also often messy) is that when we look for God we are able to see him.
The vision is dim at times as if He is shrouded by clouds and fog, but He is
there to be found nonetheless. God's plan seems to be less about learning
everything there is to know about Him, and more about learning to love and
trust what we do know. Knowledge of God is meant to be relational and
not just intellectual. The process of seeking and loving and trusting keeps us
humble. It also places us in the center of the strange paradox of hungering to
know Him more and at the same time being deeply satisfied in what we do know.
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